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my adorable bear
Sunday, May 29, 2005
2day.... if u r bored out of ur mind.... dun know wat 2 do... sit back, relax n enjoy this short clips. hehee..... da star wars special episode....


http://www.storewars.org/flash/index.html


enjoy

whispering at...8:42 AM

khas buat mu


Saturday, May 21, 2005
lama dah tak update... sebenar nyer banyak nak tulis tapi macam malas nak type... heheee.... well, last friday, mbah kpd hubby ku tlh meninggal dunia. nama dia mbah asiah. baik orang nyer & tekun melakukan segala perintah NYA. waktu meninggal pun senang, tak sakit... terus dah tak ada. sempat disembahyangkan selepas solat jumaat. bayangkan, masjid tengah penuh.... harap2 ALLAH tempatkan roh nyer ditempat orang2 yg soleh.... amin... oh ya, dia berasal dari perak. tapi sejak bernikah terus ikut suami nyer ke s'pore, sampailah dia menghembuskan nafas nyer & tak silap usia nyer 83 tahun. btw, suami nyer awal2 dah meninggal dunia, tinggal lah dia membesarkan anak2 nyer sendirian (waktu tu anak2 masih kecil lagi... ramai pulak tu) dia tak pernah berkahwin lagi... setia seh... saudara2 diperak tak sempat datang... tapi dorang lakukan ape yg patut kat sana. teringat aku akan kelembutan kelakuan & bicara nyer.... alfateha....


well, 2moro, my hubby's frenz getting married... ish.... teringat plak blum gosok baju... k'lah... later i update lagi.... permisi gosok baju dulu....c",)
whispering at...8:56 AM

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Tuesday, May 10, 2005
kebelakangan ini, suka sangat dengar lagu 'lonely no more' by rob thomas. tak tahu kenapa... so catchy n i minat ngan si budak rob nih. hehee... later nak burn lah lagu nih... baru berasap cd player...


"Lonely No More" - Rob Thomas


Now it seems to me
that you know just what to say
but words are only words
can you show me something else
can you swear to me
that you'll always be this way
show me how you feel
more than ever baby


I don't want to be lonely no more
I don't want to have to pay for this
I don't want another lover at my door
just another heart ache on my list
I don't want to be angry no more
you know I could never stand for this
so when you tell me you love me
know for sure
I don't want to be lonely anymore


now its hard for me
when my heart still on the mend
open up to me
like you do your girlfriends
and you sing to me
and its hardly
know what you do to me
its everything anything
just to get you back again
why can't we just try


I don't want to be lonely no more
I don't want to have to pay for this
I don't want another lover at my door
it's just another heart ache on my list
I don't want to be angry no more
you know I could never stand for this
so when you tell me that you love me
know for sure
I don't want to be lonely anymore


what if I was good to you
what if you were good to me
what if I could hold you until I feel you move inside of me
what if it was paradise
what if we were a symphony
what if I gave all my life to find some way to stand beside you


I don't want to be lonely no more
I don't want to have to pay for this
I don't want another lover at my door
it's just another heart ache on my list
I don't want to be angry no more
you know I could never stand for this
so when you tell me that you love me
know for sure
I don't want to be lonely anymore


awas!:- lagu nih tak bleh dibuat joget keliling pokok klapa atau pokok pisang.... hehee... merbahaya....

whispering at...4:42 PM

khas buat mu


Wednesday, May 04, 2005
last saturday i did call 'them' n asked how's everything n asked them about their health. i'm at a lost cos i thought dat they had change 4 d better but well, sometimes, old habit is hard 2 change rite?


ish.... manusia nih memang susah nak berubah menjadi baik. waktu mereka ditimpa kesusahan, mereka pandai cari kami utk mintak tolong tapi kalau dah senang tu, khabar lah... nih tidak, dicampakkan kami berdua... kami tak mintak pun balasan ape2 stakat keikhlasan hati & kami senantiasa doakan yg terbaik buat kalian berdua tapi.... kamu berdua macam ibarat orang kata 'lepas jembatan tongkat dibuang?' dahlah kite slalu terpikir2 akan problem yg mereka hadapi tapi..... rupe2 nyer mereka dah bahagia & senang pun kat sana.... aku jugak yg pening2 kat rumah risaukan hal mereka berdua nih!


satu pinta ku pada mereka...... jgn hidup disia2kan dgn berdrama sana sini.... jgn teruskan dgn berpura2... didepan lain, dibelakang lain. jgn jadi hipokrit! jgn berwayang kisah duka walhal kamu hidup sebalik nyer! nasib baik kite lagi ada tali persaudaraan kalau tidak... aku memang malas nak layan orang2 berperangai seperti ini.


u, yes u.... remember dat u ever hurt my feelings so deeply dat i loose faith in human kind? luckily my faith in ALLAH is strong.... n i try 2 forgive u n all ur hurtful words dat u had thrown at my face? tanpa peri kemanusiaan sedikit pun kau mencaci aku! tapi bila kau & suami mu terlantar kat hospital, mana anak2 mu yg lain? aku orang luar juga yg hari2 jengok kau disana & akhirnyer aku jugak yg sakit! namun semua yg aku lakukan itu datang nyer dari hati yg ikhlas. aku tak mintak kau balas tapi jgn teruskan permainan sandiwara mu yg tak berpenghujung nih. aku kadang2 tertanya2.... tak ke kau insaf diatas ape2 yg terjadi didlm hidup mu? aaah.... malas lah aku nak pikirkan bagaimana cara otak & hati mu berfungsi. sungguh menghampekan!!!


aku & hubby tetap bersabar..... selagi nadi kamu berdua masih berdenyut, insaflah.... itu saja harapan & bermintaan ku. tak lebih & tak kurang. insaflah........

my hubby told me not 2 think too much about wat d both of them had done cos it will add more stress n unhappiness in my life n i told him dat d truth is.... i did not feel anything cos now i'm just numb!!! there's only numbness, nothing else.... cos they had already hurt me very2 deeply before n dats why now i can only feel the numbness.

takpelah, mereka harus ingat, ALLAH maha mengetahui...... selagi ada ruang utk insaf, insaflah.....

whispering at...9:35 AM

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