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my adorable bear
Tuesday, April 19, 2005
Penyesalan, Menyesal, Sesalan.........sob, sob, sob.... yesterday, i had turn down an invitation 2 taufik batisah nyer concert! imagine, 2day at 7.30 pm, at kallang theatre. his concert is by INVITATION only! exclusive 2 selected fan n not open 2 public! n i let this slipped away! my sis 'cam tak percaya yg i turn her down, n my excuse is dat... i dun want my hubby 2 return home 2 an empty house, tak sampai hati.....('cam isteri soleha seh...) later told my hubby about it, n he suruh i pegi n enjoy myself, he will b ok. my hubby always give me total freedom 2 go out or 2 berkawan dgn sapa2 saja cos he trust me n i tahu akan batasan2 yg ada dlm Islam. tapi i slalu rasa tak sedap hati nak pegi mane2 tanpa dia disisi. sometimes, his total trust is totally amazing! tapi.... dah terlambat... cos she already asked orang lain!(2 pun i yg suruh!). i could have kick myself 4 being wishy-washy about this! takpe lah, dah bukan rezeki... sampai tak bleh tido. 2day wake up at 2.50 am. try 2 get back 2 sleep tak bleh jugak. so, here i am, trying to kurangkan my penyesalan..... sob, sob sob.... waaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!! nak ikut!!!


icha, if u read this, pls dun say.... "2lah, mentel! ajak tak nak, kan dah menyesal!!!". icha, malam ini, ingatlah daku dalam 'ke-enjoy-an' mu!!! kirim salam kat taufik..... sob, sob, sob......
whispering at...6:30 PM

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